This blog ends here

I continue my fashion posts on:

http://silentsky.tumblr.com/

Reasons:

-I want to try Tumblr
-I want a fresh start
-I don’t want to be related to gor anymore.

Long explanation: I can’t simply discuss themes and mindset of gorean roleplay without feeling utterly retarded and weird. This weirdness starts at the blogname and doesn’t stop at the “articles” I once wrote. I’d rather take photographs of my tin foil hat collection than indulging any further in that sick fantasy Norman created. The line is crossed. I happened to pretend, it’s just all fun games. BUT:

First, Gor is obviously NOT meant as an irony or a parody. It’s pretty darn earnest and clear in its intentions. It’s the same old patriarchalic picture how the world is easier without equality- Natural fallacy hooo! And part of the problem is, the majority of gor players can’t or won’t reflect critically how they come across, some may even welcoming Normans “theory” as daring or taboo-breaking. I don’t want to be part of that crowd. Not because OMGZ i hatez gor nao!

I am just aware that I don’t exist in a vacuum and my articles will affect people. Since i got a bit sensitive for themes like feminism and gender, I became aware of the inherent and often hidden sexism in gaming culture and with players- male and female- in general. It’s not ok for me to promote backward thinking any further, neither with roleplaying worlds, nor with any other media, ESPECIALLY NOT for the sake of entertainment.

Sure, nobody will go out of Gor and see every woman as a slave. But it HAS an impact- for me for example, it was sinking empathy with the needs of slave players OOC and a demanding attitude towards them. That is simply not acceptable.
I can’t sympathize with Gor any more, than I can sympathize with game characters in chainmail bikini (another pet peeve of mine). Not even in an ironic, mocking way. Some things should just stop in an instant. Therefore, I and Gor will go parted ways.

Please update your bloglists and feeds if you wanna follow me any further.

And why are you a furry/gorean/jedi/dragon in Secondlife?

Das hier könnte man auch für Gor oder jedes andere Rand RP in SL machen, man müsste nur die Furries gegen Leute mit Helmen und fetten Schleiern und Collar ersetzen…schon witzig, wenn man bedenkt wie spinnefeind sich diese Randgruppen gegenseitig sind oder waren…bevor sie in ihre geschützten Habitate in Unterforen untergebracht wurden.

Playas don’t dig on nekos

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on stiller:
Ears: Chimera /Kristina Spitteler
Watch: Miel
Key Necklace: KOSH
Cord Necklace: Illusions
Dog Tags: Mandala
Piercing: !::[annaA]:: (modded from Bhutas)
Bag: Edelweiss
Hair: Vive9
Shirt: C.Smit
Hotpants: No.07

on Dick Dude:
FUCK OF BEOTCHES! THATS MENS SECRIT!

I’ve met another fashionista in a sex animation store and without making the obvious punchline on my shirt, i think that deserves a collaboration:

[08:27] Dick Dude: hi u want to lay down
[08:27] stiller Himmel: you dig men, sweety?
[08:28] Dick Dude: ur man
[08:29] stiller Himmel: oh yeah, and one with a nice big cock, too :D
[08:29] Dick Dude: then stick up ur own ass ok
[08:30] stiller Himmel: hey, that is even possible here! Welcome to Secondlife
[08:30] Dick Dude: then do
[08:31] Dick Dude: it
[08:31] stiller Himmel: dies laughing * you’ve made my day. Ok, I’ll try it now….aiming…..poke!
[08:33] Dick Dude: can’t reach stik in our big ass mouth
[08:34] Dick Dude: hahahahah ur a joke but guess u know thst
[08:34] stiller Himmel: …said the man with the “playa” belt and that nice coat*
[08:35] Dick Dude: u wouldn’t like it 4 men only
[08:36] stiller Himmel: you mean your belt or your coat?

Life is like sugar

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Skin: The Body Co.
Hair: Lamb
Nylon Sweater, Bag: Arai
Shirt: Nerd Project
Speedos: No.07
Watch: Miel
Dog Tags: Mandala
Piercing: !::[annaA]:: (modded from Bhutas)
Glasses: Adjunct (Freebie)
Legs: Mutant Industries
Ears: Hocico
Tail: How Vexing!
Poses: Oh! Studio @ Cupcake

I added SURLs for every store in this post, as people keep asking me for LMs. I hope this helps!

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Ich bin aufm Farbflash. Nachdem jetzt fast alle Posts in grau, braun oder am besten ganz in schwarz rumsaugen, brauch ich was fröhliches, am besten neonfarben. Mein kleines Pony da oben ist ja nun Neko und ich finde, dazu passt der bunte Harajuku-stil ganz gut. Ich finds unglaublich schwer manchmal den Avatar nicht zu überladen, so dass ein gewisser roter Faden und Fokus im Stil erkennbar ist. Die Piercings hab ich schon reduziert und die Accessoires eingeschränkt auf das, was notwendig ist. Es ist leider recht einfach seinen Ava so zu überladen, dass er aussieht wie ein Wimmelbild von Acessoires die alle schreien “guck mich an, ich bin toll!”.
Bunte Klamotte wird leider immer mit Kindern (vzw. die schreckliche SL Interpretation in Form eines 5 jährigen übersexualisierten Mädchens mit Schminke und Schnuller im Mund) oder Animecharas verknüpft und sieht entsprechend…pastellig grässlich aus. Ich braucht meine Zeit und einige Fehlkäufe bis ich die Kombination zusammen hatte. Mein Fav war definitiv die neuen Farben von Lamb (Diabetesinduzierender LSD Traum!) und der Katzenschwanz- es gibt definitiv keinen besseren in SL momentan…die anderen sehen aus wie der von meinem Perserkater (busch busch), nur mit Piercings, Nieten und anderem unpassenden Mist. Bei der Quali der meisten Nekosachen möchte ich sowieso heulen gehen.

Your Sex Is In Another Castle

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Skin: The body co. / Fox
Eyes: Poetic Colors (not yet released)
Hair: Dura (tinted)
Choker: Cobrahive (Dollarbie)
Suit: Adjunct

Soundtrack:

Placebo – Every You Every Me from Placeboworld on Vimeo.

SL roleplay worlds are often a cliched hyperreality, deemed more grittier and more true than reality. Like a play or a movie may bring us the ultimate larger-than-life experience, while showing us the same old lower to middle class fantasies about “true love” and “violence” we’ve sucked up since we’ve been kids. Roleplay is the escapists wet dream.

Inspite of everything, I’m now plotting an ridiculous attempt on playing an escort who is actually as easy and hedonistic as I am NOT. It’s a test, not if, but how long I can pull the suave fucker, till he becomes a psychopath ala Zevran, the likable mass murderer, or is totally exchanged for the hundred other chars I’ve in mind. In a virtual place where nearly everybody is a special snowflake and up to the brim in suggestive clothing, there are nevertheless only very few people, who deliver what they intended to play. Which seems to me the humbling irony about roleplay- you never escape yourself in the end.

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